Episode 8 - What am I doing wrong now.

Okay before i get into the heartbreaking stuff, say the good stuff first. After that nonsense post of yearning for pple, apparently i walked into yuhan and si xian as i came back from the toilet, and they were also going to BK area. And yuhan started pointing and giving me the "ah ha" look. -.-' lol. and she was reallyyyyyyyyy UNtactful about it. And as lucky as i can get, i went for my Research programme, and turned out C&"Cherry" were also doing that same RP. It was kinda funny. walking to the room and just wanting to be alone for a while, but those 2 justttt had to come in. i waved at them and they came over to my side to sit.
And funny thing is, "Cherry" did not notice me until they came really close. hahhaax. And she gave a smile that would steal your soul >.< And C told me one sentence that mirrored the way i felt. " How come we see you everywhere ah?" I'm wondering that myself too. I'm thinking, if you're talking to me, and i see u everywhere, why have i not talked much to you 2? What's wrong with me?

Okay and now for the sad part, NM test came back. 46/70.. omg average. just nice. bryan had like 57, and alvan about 50 plus. zomg. why why why. I really STUDIED for it. MUGGED. and it still comes out like this. What's wrong with me again. I mugged about 2 days before the NM test, and i get average, I'm gonna mug one week before SN test and see if i do better. Now the only blow left is for Psych test results. sigh. If that screws up as well i think i go Sci Fac le seriously.

ARGH!